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i cannot do this without you

iri... I realize you cannot hear me, and because you do not see this blog, you don't realize I am writing to you, or about you.

Today, i feel frozen inside. I cannot move without you. you are a part of me that cannot be released and without you, I am superman in a pool of kryptonite. Really.. its getting to be where I do not think of anything without you included.. you have to open up. You have to give me a chance. You MUST believe it is possible... I need you in my life Iri..

i love you

imuvmi
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