For Irena

Dear Iren I hope you are having a nice day.... really, I do... This week, it has been a whirlwind of emotions for me. When you told me last sunday that you got married, I felt like someone took the feet out from under me, and then stepped on top of me. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't think straight, and I just couldn't imagine how this could even be real. But... it is... When we wrote back and forth those many emails, it felt amazing because we were communicating, and at the same time, it hurt more than ever. The way we talked, were open, honest, and genuine, it really meant the world to me. Really!! The sad part was, I kept checking my phone, looking at my messages to see if I would hear from you again. And when they didn't come I was sad and when they did, I was worried that you were going to just tell me to get lost.   I am very proud of my being a lot stronger now though. I know that all of the changes I have made in my life are what have led me to this pl...

Dear Irena Its been 1467 days since we were divorced (February 13, 2013) and today, we shared some emails, and it made me cry. You told me you are married again, and we can never try to fix things again. If words could express how this makes me feel, I would express them, but its too deep for me... I want to be happy for you, and wish you all the happiness ever, because you do deserve nothing less. And I know, its the gentlemanly thing to do, and what I should do. I am very happy for you Irena, you deserve nothing less than complete happiness, forever. I am in a state of shock... I am not mad, nor blame you, nor feel you did anything wrong.. I guess, this day had to come.. but it hurts.. because after all the time, I learned two things: one, that i needed to change myself so I could say I love me, and two, that you will always be in the center of my heart. I miss you all the time, and I never ever stop thinking about you. These words, are very true and always sincere. With any...

Hi iren I hope you are well... I was just thinking about you as I was walking the outdoor market in Santa Maria del Cami. The weather is absolutely amazing and the atmosphere is beautiful... I imagine you would enjoy this very much  I miss you Dave