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On the plane and thinking about you

On the plane... I'm always thinking back to the day we left the US. We were sitting in the lounge and time was passing in a surreal way.  I had hoped that moment would change everything  A month later we were taking a family portrait for a postcard A month after that you were gone the first time I miss you Iren. I miss the big things and the little things. I loved how you spent so much time picking a blouse to were to garrands wedding. You looked amazing. It was a classic style and it suited you perfectly I loved the apron you made and wore. Wow do you look sexy in that. When you made desserts you did such an amazing job and always put them in a beautiful dish on the dining table I'm sorry we lost our home I'm sorry about a lot of things But I miss you every single day. You're the most beautiful, smartest, sportiest, loving woman I know and without you a large part of me remains empty I know I was not a great guy for a long time b...

A new day

Every day is a new day.. And with every day, I work on bettering me... And no matter what is good or what is bad, I know I cannot improve who I am without always looking forward instead of backward... And with every word of that as truth, I know that there is one part of my past that never gets old, never feels like old news, and I never tire of thinking about.. And that is Irena...  I hope she will come for my birthday, it's very unlikely but I do hope. If there is anything I wish for my birthday, it's this. Nothing more..  imuvmesd iren