Dear Iren It has been 1,116 days since our divorce............... Of course, like most of the reasons I write to you, its because I miss you. Tonight, I just finished watching a movie and it reminded me of so many things, which only followed me finding an old video clip of you and I arguing. So... tonight you get the I am sorry list I am sorry I failed to give you what you deserved. My love was endless, but my actions were selfish. I am sorry for not being able to understand you, and understand what it is that you meant when you said some of the things you said. I am sorry that when we fought, I didn't listen to you, instead I spent all the time trying to prove just how right I was and wrong you were I am sorry I never worked at taking care of myself. Not for you, but for me. The result would have been my understanding more about myself. This, would have benefited you. and tonight Iren, I am endlessly sorry I cannot stop loving you, and forgetting you. I look at the o...